Well what a weekend. I don't even know where to start because so much has happened. RS and I sorta kinda ended things but then we decided that we would give each other space and tell each other our expectations, needs and wants before we completely throw in the towel. Although I feel he has already thrown in the towel and made his mind up that he does not want to be with me. Plus things at work are just horrible, my home life is horrible....
One more thing I need to mention is that I did tell RS that I have feelings for someone else. I told him I would never act on them but I felt like he needed to know. I am not a liar or a cheater but RS needed to know. Some part deep down inside of me wanted him to realize hey I could loose her, she is starting to have feelings for someone else, I better step it up. But it kind of back fired by him saying you already opened that door to liking someone so why should I even try. Why - he asked - well for starters, I love him. I don't love the other one. Love and like are two completely different things. Okay well I am visibly frustrated and writing about this is just making it worse so I am going to stop for now. Hope everyone is having a better Monday than I am, because at this point I feel very hopeless about alot of things..... Also CM, thanks for your great comments!!!
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