Things can only go up....

So I hit rock bottom (as we all know) and slowly but surely I am heading back up hill to a life I enjoy and for once in a long, long time, I am having fun. If you guys have noticed I have not mentioned the "other one" at all in my recent blogs. Reason 1 being is I am trying to stay focused on me and my wants and needs - Reason 2 is because my feelings for him have gotten stronger the more I see him and the more things I do with him and I don't know if the feeling is mutual on his side..... I am suppressing them for now because I have no idea how he feels about me but one thing I know for sure is that we have fun together and lots of it. He was one of the closest friends to me during my dark time and I will always be grateful for that. Reason 3 being is if things don't go as planned with the "other one" , I do not want to loose that friendship we have and I cherish. But I can not hide how I feel either so with this one I am just going to give it time - and continue having fun. I now have a great circle of friends that I can rely on and who don't get mad if things come up or we don't talk for a few days. I finally feel like I have established trusting and understanding with my current circle of friends and the drama of "you did not call" "we have not talked forever" is out of my life and it is really refreshing :) Well back to work - I am off to run errands and grab some lunch :)