Showing posts with label Sister. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sister. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Blown Over - Moving Along....

Okay, so my fight with my sister has blown over but in all honesty I think it has just been pushed under the rug to come out again in the near future. I understand family is family but sometimes they bother the crap out of me and make me run away screaming..... But I love them and I will always be there for them and they will always be there for me. So please remind me of this the next time WW III breaks out or should I say WW IV.......
On to another subject RS, my boyfriend. Things have been getting better and better with him. I am filled with more hope that we are getting out of the dark times and into the happy times again. Although we have scheduled 2 dates and they both ended up being not what I expected in other words, horrible or non-existent. So we will try again - This Thurs. The third time is the charm right, I must admit I am excited. We live very close to a big city and we are going to go down to the square and have a nice relaxing evening enjoying the city, I am looking forward to it :) But as we all know things don't always turned out as planned so I am not getting my hopes up too much.
I was suppose to go camping this weekend with my best bud but for whatever reason she is being very distant with me and I am just going to give her, her space for now. She recently got laid off from were she worked (I work their also, just different department) And I can't help but feel that she resents me in a way. I feel that she does not like talking to me as much because I did not get laid off. It is almost like our common bond was shattered. This could just be my perception of things but usually I am right about my gut feelings. So I will just give her space. But KB and I have always had an up and down roller-coaster kind of a friendship and space can sometimes be toxic with us. So time will tell what lays ahead for our friendship. For now I have a full plate with work, family and my current relationship, so I will just have to let the pieces fall where they may with her and I.
Well I have a little bit of work left. I am getting a lot done with it being a holiday week (July 4th). It is nice but I will admit, time could not go any slower here.......