When will the drama stop? Does it ever? So today is Monday - and Mondays are hard for me to deal with as it is but you throw in any other stressful dilemma and Mondays are almost unbearable to me, and that is what today is, Unbearable.... So I had a good weekend, well maybe not good but I did get out into the sunshine so that made a difference. But back to my Monday morning. I already woke up a bit late to begin with, then I get in my car and BAM - that is when everything starts to spiral out of control - I nicknamed my car the Beast because it is an older explorer that can make a decent amount of noise. Well the Beast was having trouble. It would start it but every time I shifted gears to go it would putter and stall..... So I had to call my sister to get me to work and I was late and had to deal with every ones crap here......... People need this people need that... blah blah blah....
I should of just called off but I am not like everyone else in my department - I made it in and am making the best of it but man.... Just seems like one thing after another lately. Everything started on Friday. I had 2 doctors appointment, my OBGYN and the dermatologist to get some pesky moles removed. Well the OB did not have good news, I have signs of displesia and most likely will have to get a LEEP done (again) I have been through this before but it does not make it any easier.... Then I get into a fight with RS, he ends up not going to the dermatologist with me, I go by myself and it was pretty painful. So I then proceed to go to my parents house for dinner without RS. - Friday just sucked all around. Then Sat. rolls around and my best bud ditches me yet again for the new man in her life. I ended up making the best of Sat. but it pretty much sucked all around too. Then Sunday rolls around and more drama with KB, that I believe is past us now, but still it was crap I did not want to deal with but could not ignore either.... But the kicker out of everything we get a call from RS's grandpa informing us the Grandma was diagnosed with Lung Cancer and things don't look too good. So that was a surprising blow and RS did not take it too well, He actually took it horrible and had a mini break-down, but no fear I was there to snap him out of it. I did end up going to the pool and it was a pretty fun day. Then that leaves us to today - and so far I am thinking I should of just stayed in bed. I really don't have the money to fix anything that may be wrong with my car and I hate being stranded. So I am going to make the best of what is left today, finish out work, go to my niece and nephews baseball game and then I might go crawl into a dark hole...... "sigh" I am so frustrated I could literally scream. DOES IT EVER END?
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