Outcome of "The Talk"

Well my talk last night with RS went okay... Was not great and was not bad... Just somewhere in between. I basically went in there and asked him flat out "Do you want this to work" his response was "of course" I heard the words but I did not feel it. I was up front and honest with him in regards to this saying I basically checked out the past 3 weeks and don't know if I even want to check back in. My gut reaction is "of course I want to make it work", but the rational side of me is like "what the hell am I still doing with this guy" Can love be enough to get us through this dark time? I just don't know.... and the only thing that is on my side is time... But I have never been a good one with patience and neither has my boyfriend... Well signing off for now.